Once again I have decided to restart writing this blog. It is just something I feel up to doing again. Summer is so close meaning a lot of free time. Guess I might as well put what I do and think somewhere instead of letting them fly off to nowhere.
High school has been quite simply, the best. A lot of things have happened since my last post.
J.S. Prom - Haha, yes yes. Our little school had its first J.S. prom. It actually did not suck, although some people thought it really would. Well, I have never been a party hardy kind of guy so I have absolutely nothing to compare it to. I took Sinag, a long time friend from my swim team days. No romantic attraction anywhere although many people assumed there was. You get to know me and you will see that my principles on such matters are rock solid and there are no exemptions. I will not bore anyone with details but it was interesting. Seeing everyone all dressed up, seeing people trying to be so proper. Everyone was so, not like themselves. I thought it was hilarious. Plus, all the guys look dashing and the girls gorgeous. Great fun really.
Update - I am not again in a cast and crutches. Again I say? Yes, again. After breaking my right foot a few months ago. And after only playing soccer again for a month or so I have injured myself. In non the honorable manner at that. I slipped during P.E. and landed bad on my left ankle. I really did not think it was that bad and that it was just one of those things you could walk off. It wasn't. I know i shouldn't have but I played varsity. I have never been one to do the sensible thing ALL the time. Bad bad idea Nathan. I got through the varsity fine but ankle got all swollen. Bandaged it up for a week and I felt 100% already. Monday comes along and I'm ready to play soccer again. I am standing when my ankle starts burning and swelling. I have snapped a ligament just walking and it's bleeding internally. Cast for two weeks to protect it and to force me to be more careful. I now miss the last festival with the boys by one lousy day. Smart me huh? Haha!
As I write this, for some reason, the neighbors are having fireworks. Haha, it's kinda far from New Years to do that isn't it? Anyways, there is so much to be thankful for but then there is always something to be upset about. There always is but I do try to not let it affect me that much.
There are just a couple of things that have got me, well to put it frankly, ticked off.
Shall I enumerate them:
1) I busted my ankle for no good reason. Haha, there I go thinking I am indestructible. This once again proves how wrong I am huh?
2) There is one person who just loves pushing me to the edge, I would be doing nothing to this person and he/she just loves pushing my buttons in any ways possible. The person is a bad influence and a bully to those around him/her and this gets me upset as it affects not only me but those I care about.
3) There is a, couple you may say that have given me something to think about. They seem intent on acting like infatuated 5th graders which is something I have mixed emotions. Bad - this is immature. Good - at least you are being immature together (people always need the company? X_X)
Well, seems that I have people problem don't I? Well I actually wouldn't have so many of them if I didn't care about them. I mean, if i did not give a damn, who cares right? Guess it is kind of built into me isn't it. So believe it or not, there is more.
4) I know someone else who has had a rough life but instead of trying to fight past these problems, the person has given up and accepted what life has supposedly dumped upon him/her. Living is not accepting just what life gives you but on making the most of it. You had a bad experience, okay, we understand that, everyone has them. But do you really want to walk around sulking forever? Do you not want to enjoy yourself? Relax, let it go...LIVE XD
Thriller by Michael Jackson has just came up on my iTunes. Funny funny song really. Micheal Jackson was okay before he decided to go all weird on the world.
Oh my, I have one more I think...
5) There is another someone, someone who has one of the most negative attitudes in the world. I have been trying to help this person, to help this person through this phase but...it doesn't not seem to be effective. I want to be a help but my help is either rejected or challenged. I have given up trying to be a help although the person has told me they appreciate it. Now you wonder why I want to help in the first place? Cause, it makes me feel good. I am happiest helping people, happiest giving joy to people. That is my nature, it always has. It was the nature of my parents and the nature they brought me up in.
Nothing else comes to mind at the moment but since I do have this blog up and running again I guess I can write another entry about it.
I have listed those things that I am...distressed about but what about those things I am thankful for?
Well, there is no way that a blog entry could contain my thanks. God knows I am, and that works for me.
Till next time it is then. ^_~
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Friday, March 16, 2007
