What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
I am a people pleaser. Always have been and it seems that my life has been shaped around this uncontrolable need to make people happy. Make people happy even sometimes at the expensive of my own happiness. Making people happy gives me the greatest joy that I have yet to achive in life. Sometimes doing something in exhange for a smile, or a thanks, or a look of appreciation...That's how it works out alot of the time. Ill do anything to put a smile on a person's face. I am always ready to do favors for my friends and family but sometimes it gets to the point when people already assume that I will do something for them. Sometimes, me helping them with something becomes so normal that they take it for granted. They no long give me that smile and that simple 'thank you' becomes as rare as a polar bear in the Philippines. Thats pretty rare unless you live in Manila Zoo or something. It hurts. All I strive for is to make people happy, to give them joy and yet they do not always see the effort that I put into it or they can not even appreciate it. I do not give a gift and then ask for one in return. I merely ask that my work be aknowledged.
Many people tell me that I should not rely on the views of others. That people's views do not change or shape the kind of person I am. I am secure, as a person in who I am, other people's views have nothing to do with it. I have my personal view on who I am as a person and it is constantly changing. I am constantly moulding it to improve.
The phrase, 'You are the potter I am the clay' comes to mind. God will shape my life and I'll do my best to make this vase something He will be proud of.
