ABOUT ME

What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!

HISTORY

April 2006
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At first they said one month till i could play. One whole month without soccer. This is my last year in HS and its my last year in preparation for college. I want to get to the varsity team and i needed this year to improve. I really have started to improve especially this last few weeks. Getting inured was the very last thing i needed. But here i am, unjured for a month.

I just got back from the doctor, a more experienced doctor then the first one. He told me, anywhere from 2 to three months of recovery!?! Thats the rest of my 4th year! There goes my dream of playing soccer for college. I dont know if i can get myself back up to speed when i get back to playing after 2 months. All i wanted to do was play soccer. Now look what has happened to me. Bad things happening to good people. What a world we live in. Sigh...

posted @ Wednesday, November 29, 2006

We lost our game. 5-0. Pretty bad. But thats not the really bad part. During the first 5 mins, I was given a yellow card, one i didnt deserve. I gave the cross and the guy ran into me, and I fell onto him, and they said it was my fault! I was cheated! About 10mins later i saw a gap in their defense and I got a 1on1 with the keeper. He slide on me and i couldnt get out of the way fast enough. He slide on my right foot pretty badly and i ended up with a fracture. Now I cant play soccer for at least a month. I will miss the better half of our season. And I feel really really bad.


I hate this, Im in a splint and I need cruches. Bad timing. Haha XD

posted @ Monday, November 27, 2006

Tomorrow morning we have our first match in the 2nd division of RIFA. We face Clariet, a very good team which has hit a slump and has yet to win a game. They face us, HedCen. A team of underaged players with spirit. We have also yet to win a game. We are shorter, younger, less experienced and are the aparent underdogs. The last time we fought them we lost 4-0. But alot has happened to us since them. We have grown as a team and have learned so much.


We face them tomorrow, still shorter, still younger, and still less experienced but maybe we are more determined. Maybe we've got my spirit then they can take. We have a new line up and we have a new determination. Our school is fairly well known in soccer due to their other divisions. All the other divisions are champions and us high schoolers are the 'losers.' Not tonight we are, not for this game. We will pull through with all that we have as people. And maybe we can bring back to school a win, when everyone else just saw a failure. Maybe, just maybe.

posted @ Saturday, November 25, 2006

It was math week this past week. Another boring and lame excuse for a school activity. Lawl. Really boring week except for the fact that it was one of my best soccer week ever! I played so well today. I had a couple of my best games of my whole life. ^_^


Skipping soccer...math week was a bummer mostly. Got eliminated for the quiz bee by a fluke question which was very questionable. Grr, so upsetting. The math race went so much better. Enrique, Emilio and I owned ALL! We were the first to finish the race for the high school and we even passed the grade school team which started 20mins before us...Lawl. Bad thing was, I got a case of heatstroke and got so sick. Here I am a few days later, still recovering from it.


What a life I live, soccer, school, sickness...XD


posted @ Sunday, November 19, 2006

Today was your typical day although I was not feeling up to speed. Felt really irriated at something, well a couple of things and it ticked me off the whole day.


People have not seen me REALLY mad. People have seen me upset, pissed or ticked off but no one in school at least has seen me truly mad. I can go beserk and I can really be dangerous if angered which is why I bottle myself up so much. My temper is something inherited and something overpowering. That combinded with my size is really scary, even to me. I used to not be able to control myself and when i couldnt, all hell could break lose.


It has happened in the past and I never wish for it to happen again.


posted @ Thursday, November 09, 2006

Oh my, feeling really terrible. I have this bad cold and headache. I can deal with all the coughing and the runny nose but the headache is unbareable! Hoping I'll be well enough to go to school tomorrow...


BTW I changed my blog skin all by myself. La lang...LOLZ

posted @ Sunday, November 05, 2006

Well it has really been a long time since I have been able to sit myself down and write something about me. I doubt anyone reads my blog (I mean come on, like my life is intresting) but tonight I just feel like typing something.

Update on me, well, we have moved into our realtives house in Q.C. It's really crowded and at first I was determined to hate being here. But after awhile it felt kinda good to be around all these people who love me so dearly. I wont say I enjoy living here, but it isnt hell after all.

Its sem break now and my days are filled with stress. I mean, sem break is supposed to be a rest time but no, somehow I have to find a way to fill it with stress. This stress will be the death of me someday. I got this trip together to go to Alabang for a group of friends. It was really a blast and things went really well. Of course things werent perfect but I mean, no one gets the perfect vacation after all huh.


The people I went with really mean alot to me. These are some of the guys who have always been there for me. I only hope I can be as great a pal as they have been to me. A big realization hit me a few days ago, I am a full blown 'kuya'. It has now become my official occupation. Im a kuya for life. Im not going to complain but sometimes the responsibility is overwhelming. I try to help people, all I want to do is make people happy but it doenst always work out that way. Sometimes you see people doing things you know might hurt them and no matter how hard you try to help that person, you fail. That person does what you fear they would and things turned out really bad. There you are and you end up comforting this person. You try being the best friend you can be but this person is still miserable. You end up feeling, 'am I not strong enough?' "Can I not help this person whom I love?' You end up feeling sad and depressed but you are not allowed to show it. Why? Cause you are the kuya, you are that person that other people look up to. Sometimes people need a role model and when circumstances dicatate that you must be that role model, you must be ready to do that job, because people need you then and there.


One teacher told me something I will never forget. 'Everyone must be a leader in potential.' What could this mean huh? It means that leaders dont choose to be leaders. Okay maybe some do, but these are not the real leaders, these arent the heros that inspire people. Real leaders, real heros are born from circumstances that make them into who they are. Everyone must be ready to become the next William Wallace, the next Joan of Arc or the next Ghandi. YOU must be ready, no matter how when or why, to be that leader that the people need right then and there...


Well, then and there I was there for my friend. And still things arent going that well. You know what? I will never stop being there for my friends cause you will only have friends as long as you are willing to stay by their side.


P.S.-my blog skin is Paris Hilton cause ANA is crazy and wants to make me look like a fool! But Paris isnt that bad naman eh!!! Woot Woot~!!!


posted @ Friday, November 03, 2006