What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
Well it has really been a long time since I have been able to sit myself down and write something about me. I doubt anyone reads my blog (I mean come on, like my life is intresting) but tonight I just feel like typing something.
Update on me, well, we have moved into our realtives house in Q.C. It's really crowded and at first I was determined to hate being here. But after awhile it felt kinda good to be around all these people who love me so dearly. I wont say I enjoy living here, but it isnt hell after all.
Its sem break now and my days are filled with stress. I mean, sem break is supposed to be a rest time but no, somehow I have to find a way to fill it with stress. This stress will be the death of me someday. I got this trip together to go to Alabang for a group of friends. It was really a blast and things went really well. Of course things werent perfect but I mean, no one gets the perfect vacation after all huh.
The people I went with really mean alot to me. These are some of the guys who have always been there for me. I only hope I can be as great a pal as they have been to me. A big realization hit me a few days ago, I am a full blown 'kuya'. It has now become my official occupation. Im a kuya for life. Im not going to complain but sometimes the responsibility is overwhelming. I try to help people, all I want to do is make people happy but it doenst always work out that way. Sometimes you see people doing things you know might hurt them and no matter how hard you try to help that person, you fail. That person does what you fear they would and things turned out really bad. There you are and you end up comforting this person. You try being the best friend you can be but this person is still miserable. You end up feeling, 'am I not strong enough?' "Can I not help this person whom I love?' You end up feeling sad and depressed but you are not allowed to show it. Why? Cause you are the kuya, you are that person that other people look up to. Sometimes people need a role model and when circumstances dicatate that you must be that role model, you must be ready to do that job, because people need you then and there.
One teacher told me something I will never forget. 'Everyone must be a leader in potential.' What could this mean huh? It means that leaders dont choose to be leaders. Okay maybe some do, but these are not the real leaders, these arent the heros that inspire people. Real leaders, real heros are born from circumstances that make them into who they are. Everyone must be ready to become the next William Wallace, the next Joan of Arc or the next Ghandi. YOU must be ready, no matter how when or why, to be that leader that the people need right then and there...
Well, then and there I was there for my friend. And still things arent going that well. You know what? I will never stop being there for my friends cause you will only have friends as long as you are willing to stay by their side.
P.S.-my blog skin is Paris Hilton cause ANA is crazy and wants to make me look like a fool! But Paris isnt that bad naman eh!!! Woot Woot~!!!
