What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
So, I guess Ill talk about what happened yesterday. Our christmas presentation went very well. So very very thankful for that but what can I say, my student council staff were amazing and all credit goes to them.
We all sang wonderfully and everyone seemed to really enjoy. It was an overly good experience and it made for good bonding. XD
After that, us 3rd and 4th years all went to megamall for a bonding session. Our car, consisting of Sir H, David, Jirah, Zach, Kevin and myself arrived earlier then everyone else. So what did we do? Arcade! Woot~! Woot~! XD TIME CRISIS II, havent played in years, but then again neither has Sir H, we both did pretty good and it was great fun. Thing was, it was a quick cash burner *gulp* but it was worth it to see Sir H's lighter side.
Everyone went ice skating after while I was relgated to watch the bags (still got that broken foot, depressing). Everyone was having so much fun and all I could do was watch them....felt really bad and lonely but didnt want to spoil their fun. So there I was, listening to an iPod I stole from Kevs while humming songs to myself. Ended up thinking alot and starting feeling really bad for myself. Dont really know why. Felt really sad and so so alone, sitting there on the bench. Starting feeling all these mixed feelings, dont really want to talk about them though cause it might come out all strange. You ever feel that your life is defined by all these parameters? That you will only ever be this kind of person. People will only see you as this kind of person? That happens to me alot, Im not complaining, its just frustrating sometimes. Wanting to be something else or something else but confinded by the box people stick you in. XD
Couple of more weeks and I can play soccer again, hopefully. Fingers crossed. Hoping, praying. Its been only like not even a day since I last saw my friends and I miss them already. XD Im such a wuss. Hehe~
