What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
Having been feeling up to par lately. Not really sure why though. Maybe cause I still cant play soccer. Maybe cause I hate feeling disabled. Or maybe its cause of....well I cant think of anything really. XD
Spent the whole week practicing on our Christmas presentation and I must say we sound impressive. I had no idea we could sound so good. But of course, thats from my point of view. Last day of school already tomorrow and as the end approachs, a mixture of feelings come over me. I feel, sad mostly. I dont feel that I am actually ready for college yet. Maybe Im just scared. It takes time for me to feel comfortable in a new place with new people. Ive never really been a people person (although many people will not believe that) and I am actually quite shy. A new school with thousands of new people. Oh my, thats my worst new nightmare. And its coming closer and closer to being a reality, college *gulps*.
Im really going to miss all these friends Ive made. Alot of people say the friends you make in high school are the ones that stick with you, I hope this is true but it really wont be the same, not seeing every single day. Not sharing each and every experience with them.
Although many bad things are happening to me lately, I am actually happier then I have been in so so long. And its cause of my school, my teachers, my family and my friends. So many people who love me so much and me the same to them. Hopefully college wont be too bad. XD