What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
"You need to be able to detach yourself from the worlf that you live in." These are the words of a man whom I have much respect for. You need to be able to distance yourself from the problems of this world for dwelling on them can lead to instanity. This world is really messed up yes but there are so many joys in it as well. But the thing is, the bad things always seem to stick with you longer then all the joys that you go through. You have to be able to set yourself apart from them, the bad things in this world. Now why?BECAUSE THINGS IN THIS WORLD DO NOT LAST.This is true, so very very true. The only things that last are those things that deal with God. The only thing that matters in the end is our trust and faith in God Almighty. I am not going to impose my religion on anyone, do not mistake me for doing so but this is what I believe in andif you have another stand, I respect it and if you believe in it then, kudos to you for having something to believe in.
There are so many people who have nothing to believe in. Nothing to look forward to or even to hope for. The human soul needs hope.The human soul needs to believe that there is life after death or else this life becomes all too important. Because for the person without an afterlife, this is it. This life is all they will ever have. When they mess up, when they make a mistake, and everyone makes them, they get so upset. Because that is all that matters, what they just did, in this life, is it. There is no more second tries and when they die, if people forget about their lives they leave the world just as they entered it but without making an impact. Their life was meaningless. But the thing is, this world holds little barring when taking into account the big picture. THINGS DO NOT END HERE. There is still an eternity to live out. An eternity to live out with God. So do not mourn for the deaths of those you love, celebrate because they have just gone to paradise just a tad bit sooner then you.
Maybe, just maybe Im getting too religious here. Took the MRT for the first time in the longest time. Reminds me of the U.S. Upon entering it, it becomes hard to comprehend that something so clean and efficent can actually be here in the Philippines amongst all the disorder and arrest that is our country. Goes straight to Katipunan from very near my house. No problem going to school now for me. Hehe, thats great news for me.
Trying to organize a get togetherof the guys this friday. Just lunch then a movie but anytime spent with these guys are priceless. I really really love these guys and I am not afraid to say so.
I do not understand this macho ideal of not saying anything that people deem as 'sappy.' If you feel something, just say it. When you love someone, in any way, you have to tell them that because you never know, you never will know if you will ever have the chance to say it again. People you care about could disappear before you even know it. The people that care for you may lose you before hearing the things you wanted to tell them. I believe, with all my heart, that what you feel there, in your heart can not afford to be locked up. You can not push away the 'good' emotions. You have to express them.
Once again, I am digging too deep for some people. I may appear, from the way I write to be queer or strange but in reality, this is really how I feel about the things that I write here, and of you consider that as being queer or strange. Then maybe, just maybe, I am.
Prime example, the incident in Virginia Tech. Gunman comes and kills all these college students. Sparring no one before taking his own life. You must have all heard or read about it already. Do you think that all of those who died at the hands of this man were able to tell those they cared about who much they loved them. I hope that they were able to but the reality is that most of them maybe were not able to. That alot of them kept what they felt about other people inside. Holding it off for another day, another time, another place. Thing is,THERE MAY NEVER BE ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER TIME OR ANOTHER PLACE. Thats the reality of it all, it sucks, yes but it is something that we enter life with. Its on the fine print of being born that you will die and that everyone around you will die eventually as well. We have to be ready for that, we have to be prepared.
Are you? Have you told those that you love how you feel? If not, you should. You may never get that chance to do so. I know, from first hand experience I know. Now I hope that you can grasp something from what I have written here, you may not realize how much it can help you.
