What can I say about myself. Not like anyone is really gonna read this. Well, I would like to think of myself as a good guy although I
can lose my temper quite easily, so watch out a bit. Nothing personal hehe. I love soccer, that's all I can think about right now. I LOVE
SOCCER! What more can I say? Haha!
Some people have good luck charms. I have got something like that but not quite what I would label as a 'good luck charm.' I have got two things that when I wear them, good things seem to happen. Or at least I used to have two. First, I had a necklace that I got from a dear friend as a 'pasalubong galing US' while the other was from another dear friend. This time it was a bracelet and I try to wear both when ever I can. Sadly however, the necklace broke after a long service record. The bracelet, sufficent to say, its on the table now right next to the laptop as I type this. Just a thought as to when these two things started being my 'lucky charms.' I wore both of them the day I scored my first RIFA goal.
But what is luck really.Do people really get lucky? Can people actually turn luck in their favor? Or maybe, there never was a thing called luck. Maybe people are destined for some things. Maybe I was destined to score that day after all those years, after all the effort I put into playing, maybe then, there, it was supposed to happen. Maybe, it was not luck. Perhaps, I earned it. The world did not just throw me a bone, I grabbed thatbone and said, 'this is mine, not yours, deal with it.'
Destiny however can be a scary topic in itself. That things were supposed to happen. That no matter what you do or what you think, things will always end in a certain way. It is almost like that the world could have existed without you even being there. You could not do anything but things would somehow act out in a way toward an end. But, maybe by doing nothing, you are doing your part in the act that is the play that is the way things work in this world. The decision process that we all go through. Do i have tea or coffee this morning? Do i fake left or drive right? Do I lie or tell the truth no matter how hard it is to tell? Some of these decisions are easy to make, I feel like coffee today, so thats what I'll have. This guy is sluggish on his right so I'll take advantage and go there. But then, there are the harder decisions to make, do i lie? Do I steal? Do i hurt? Should I? Could I? Must I? These decisions are sometimes harder to make out. It is harder to shift through all the haze around these things and find the 'right answer.' But if there is such a thing as destiny, doesn't making a choice mean nothing? Someway, somehow, you were supposed to choose coffee, you were supposed to drive right. You had to lie, you had to cheat, you had to steal. You just had to do these things cause from the very start of time, you were meant to do it. Isn't that scary? You are a puppet in these puppet act that is life, that is history that is time. Scary.
We humans are mortal beings. We all have an expiry date stamped on us somewhere. Sorry for us, we just cant see it.
